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[14 Oct 2005|09:09pm] |
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looking back.... wow....
not updating has hurt, i need this stupid thing to vent, the people who read this all know everything anyway so this is just a sstupid way to write it all down... well not all of it... thats too much... i don't even tell myself all of it...
summer had come and gone and is filled wiht woulda coulda shouldas that i deeply regret...
school is boring and challenging my laziness... everyone is concerned with colleges and what not but i'm not stressing about it yet, its sureal to me still...
friends are the same as always i love them with all my heart despite their occasional stupidity... afterall every rose has it's thorn...
this year is so different and i miss the people i dont' get to see anymore but so is life...
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[23 Jun 2005|09:02pm] |
i freaking love you chels. .
only 9 days til the beachhhh
then like 2 months til ny
heck yessssss :)
you need to update biotch
i love you chelsea elizabeth <3
samantha elizabeth<3
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| yea poland |
[23 May 2005|11:13pm] |
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Hi all!
Ok updating has seriously started to become an extreme hassle. But I seem to do it anyway… 6 days of school left!!! I can’t believe it this summer is going to totally rock; voice lessons with Robbie <333 ahhh… camp… New York…. The beach!! I love it all… I got my SAT scores back… haha yea that was a joke… but luckily I only need to get 100 better to get into the college I want to go to (NYU all the way) what else? Stiles is back… I missed him so much I was really scared there for a while… I was driving tonight… I can’t wait to get my license (although just my permit would do fine)
Hotel Rwanda is possibly the most moving thought provoking movie I have seen in quite a while… it was amazing… I walked away seriously thinking, it almost made me want to become an influential politician and help all those countries with these horrible things going on… wow what other movie can you say inspired you to become a politician to help people? Although, I do believe I’m doing my best to make a difference in the world, with little things. Also, in February I’ll be going to Honduras to help build orphanages and take care of the children for a while… that is probably going to be one of the best experiences in my life…
I really feel like writing on my door right now wouldn’t that be really awesome? I’ve always thought that… maybe it’ll be a summer project for me and a few friends… good god we are making howie and luke do the polka tomorrow for our Poland video (yea Poland).
Right now I’m in a total 80’s music flash back mood it is amazing… I love old music…doing our Poland project me and janey must have listened to American Pie like 20 times… It was surprisingly not that bad (the project) we had so much fun doing it because we were tired and getting a little weird… ok I’m done rambling thanks for listening…
~chels
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[10 May 2005|10:03pm] |
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last night I sat on the back porch and gazed at the stars for like 2 hours, I had my headphones on and it felt like the world just drifted away on a cloud, it was so wonderful, almost like a piece of a dream... I really needed that time to straighten out my thoughts and to figure out exactly what direction I should take my life in... needless to say I forced myself to make a decision and write one of the hardest letters I’ve ever had to write, but in the long run it is definitely for the best I wish it weren't raining right now so I can go sit out under the stars but no…
Summer is coming soon, I can’t wait… I believe I deserve this break… considering I haven’t written in this thing in forever I really should have a lot to say, but I’ll save everybody from the minute to minute update so many people find necessary to put in their journals… these journals are good and bad at the same time, in a way bitter sweet, while it is very good to keep in touch with people you haven’t been able to see or talk to in person and its good to let out your feelings, they also can make people mad at you or feel left out and you really can’t write everything that’s on your mind because then it is completely open to the world’s viewing… ok I’m exhausted I’m gonna go pretend I’m gazing at the stars
~chels
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[31 Mar 2005|09:22pm] |
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Doug | | 83% | Kablam! | | 58% | Rocko's Modern Life | | 58% | Are You Afraid of the Dark? | | 50% | Legends of the Hidden Temple | | 42% | Clarissa Explains It All | | 42% | The Secret World of Alex Mack | | 42% | Rugrats | | 42% | The Adventures of Pete and Pete | | 33% | Ren & Stimpy | | 25% | Double Dare | | 0% | </td>
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[30 Mar 2005|04:51pm] |
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it is so pathetic but updating just doesn't appeal to me anymore... but yea anyway lets see...
i'm psyhced for friday w/ sam and janey its gonna be awesome...
i'm p/o right now... i
love kara and sam, and all my other friends, they're all be-a-utiful!
adn thats really about it... there is nothing really worthwhile to say right now...
i wish i were still tan..
my grandma's in the hospital adn hollucinating(i have no clue how to spell that)
life is crazy isn't it?
~chels
i don't know its just for the first time i feel... wicked
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| back rooms and bathrooms <33 |
[24 Mar 2005|08:52pm] |
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ok i know i have'nt done a real update in a while, its probably just out of pure laziness, but i guess it is time... considering that a lot has happened and i don't nearly have time or energy to cover it all i just run through...
here's the vacation schpeel...
day 1: flew down to miami got in super late stayed at a hotel
day 2: woke up early then had a horribly long bus ride to the port, got on the ship, unpacked, hung out by the pool, ate a ton, met our awesome waitor henry(he's from the phillipines) henry did the chicken dance for us
day3: a day at sea, surprisingly i didn't get seasick, it was fun hanging out by the pool, tons of drunk spring breakers, pretty interesting
day4: Grand Cayman woke up at liek the crack of dawn to get off the ship, got w/ our little tour group and rode a boat out in the middle of the ocean to a sand bar and then swam with sting rays, and held sting rays, it was pretty scary, then went to seven mile beach(one of the most gorgeous beaches in the world) swam, rented jet skiis. loads of fun
day 5: Ocho Rios(eight rivers.. aka Jamaica) got off the boat, got attacked by all the desperate taxi drivers, got an awesome driver named earl, he took us to mick jaggers house and where they filmed cool runnings, and to see jack in the bush, who no kidding was a man dressed in flowers and shubbery who jumps out in front of teh cars to sop them... then we made our wy back to the dock where we met for our next tour, in which we took "the ultimate party boat" to dunns river falls, which actually are waterfalls that we climbed up, it was so much fun, took the party boat back, went to the jerk centre to eat, it was really cool cuz it was were the locals were eating, then we went to margaritaville
day 6: another day at sea, it was kinda of depressing at ths point i was ocmpletely burnt and in pain and we knew we were heading back home.. henry the waiter sang and danced for us again, we hung out by the pool and packed
day 7: it took 3 freakign hours to get off of the boat cuz we had to go through customs and stuff, but then we rented a car and drove down to miami beach, which i have to say is a pretty interesting place... then flew home, didn't get hoem till 3 in the morning
whoa i'm sure you all were so desperate to hear that... anyway i survived one day of school, decided i'm a litte behind in math but not really, then field trip tuesday.. back to my old stomping ground nyc! oh yes, woke up at 4:30 in the morning at the school at 5:15.. treid to get soem sleep it didn't work... watched day after tomorrow, then gladiator which i have to say is just aobut one of the goriest worst movies i have ever seen... the met sucked majorly sam had a breakdown in the cafeteria, i think me sam, amanda and sweta got yelled at a total of five times, it was pretty funny.. then we walked went in a few stores, and rode the subway, it was a lot of people's first time and it was funny, then we went to chinatown all these chinese guys are like you wanna see purses and me sam and amanda were like yea so they lead us into the backroom, i was on my cell phone sam tells me to stay on, we were looking and all of a sudden i turn aorund and sam and amanda were gone all of a sudden i hear a knock on the door, the guy opens it and sam peeks her head in,, he's like what do you want nad she points to me and he's like oh you want her... it was pretty funny... we encountered some other shady dealings... the bus ride home can be descirbed in one word, hell.. there was this horrible beeping that lasted the entire ride home, i get yelled at for something i didn't even do, then both sam and i get yelled at, we were on the verge of mental breakdown... but yea overall it was fun if we exclude the bus ride
now that i have bored you all to tears with everythign that i have done in the last two weeks i think it is tiem for me to stop writing before i have another breakdown...
~chels
ps. i miss kara very much i haven't talked to her in forever
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[10 Mar 2005|09:22pm] |
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The unruly chaos
that roams my mind
both baffles and confuses
the once clear thoughts i had
the questions are whirling about
should i even dare to ask? would
you even dare to listen? The real me
locked up inside, desperatly trying to escape
open my soul and reahc deep within
will you understand whats there
are you hiding too?
don't hide, don't be scared
i need you and want you
the whole you, the real you
to lay by my side to comfort and console,
to share and to learn
please take a deeper look into my eyes
as i stare infinately into yours
will you ever understand, or do you already?
What can be more complicate ,
two lost souls spiraling down a winding path leading to
nowhere.
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[08 Mar 2005|06:47pm] |
i did your journal. .
hope you like it :)
i love you very much <3
sam
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[01 Mar 2005|10:30pm] |
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ok people i desperatly needed to update, so here it goes.... my life has turned into a revelving wheel of school and play practice, its never ever ending...
ok now for the cheesiness but i have ot get it out:
kara, things other people will never understand, no matter how hard they try, you do. we can talk for hours and never urn out of things to say... mwah <33
yea i oucld giv eyou the whole run by run whats going on in my dull, yet somehow intriging life.. but i'd really rather not.... so i've selected a few of my favorite quotes to share with you all...
To accomplish great things we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe. ~Anatole
...the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse. ~Walt Whitman
In masks outrageous and austere
The years go by in single file;
But none has merited my fear,
And none has quite escaped my smile.
~Elinor Hoyt Wylie
Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. ~James Dean
Wherever you go, go with all your heart. ~Confucious
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[14 Feb 2005|04:07pm] |
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ok two words that sum up this horrible day
1.monday
2. valentines
Yea those things together basically make fo rone complete day of suckiness(is that a word?) the good things about my day
1. screwed up schedules(no chemm boo yea baby)
2. computer lab for math(basically no work)
found out something interesting the other day... guys play truth or dare...who knew?
so yes now for my deep spiritual part of this entry(yes i know its hard to believe ihave a deep mysterious side....be afradi be very afraid)
did you ever notice that some people, no names mentioned because ireally couldn't give you name its just somehting everyone does subconciously, try to knock you down or discourage you from doing somehting so that they can be better? some people take it to more extremes than others..but either way it still hurts that your own peers would want ot hurt you just to be so-called "better" or "smarter" or "cooler" or "more successful"....
and on love...well high school isn't love its petty stuff, basically people craving companionship, yes there are those few who i do believe really do find love in high school but thats pretty damn hard to do....
w/e just thoughts, take them with you or forget them, jsut my opinion
<333
~chels
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well i haven't updated in a while so i fugred i better.... but there really isn't that much to talk about... we got rid of shane on friday... we really needed to, he was so bad and he was going to get hurt, but i felt horrible the whole car ride he looked at me with those sad puppy eyes like he knew what was going on... the lady we gave him to was really nice but still i felt bad...
I booked our cruise!!! i'm so excited!! we're leaving march 14th and going to miami, then cruise ship, then Grand Cayman, Cayman Islands, Ocho Rios adn Jamaica!!! its going to be awesome!!! i get to miss an entire week of school and i'll come back with a tan..and hopefully i'll get my tatoo before then but my mom is being really stubborn! it would look so cute w/ my swimsuit!! boo yea!
i went to new york to visit all of my wonderful friends 2 weeks ago!!! it was amazing!! i got to see colleen, ash, sam, tt, callie, and alex!! it was amazing!! aunt shari is soo funny! we had an awesome time and it ended all too soon! i also went shopping... bloomingdales! ahh heaven!
i best be goign now.. i'm surfing the web for awesome cruise clothes and tatoo designs! mwah haha!!! love ya'll
~chels
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well tonight was a very interesting night... i'm kinda creeped out... my poor puppy Tyson stepped on a nail today....we're not quite sure how he did it but we think it was possibly out in the snow and while he was walking he stepped on it... we didn't notice until my mom screamed upstairs for me to come and look at him cuz he was limping... my poor baby... i about puked when i saw a giant nail sticking out of his front paw... we tried to pull it out but he started to cry and it was really nasty so we had to take him to the vet... but now he is all bandaged up he looks like a little steelers pup... he's black and the bandage is gold...its so cute... he's sleeping now and i'm glad..i was freaked out!
on a lighter note... i got a call today form my cousin janine... iget to babysit my little jack every week!!!! i'm sooo excited its gonna be so much fun....quality time w/ the baby...gotta love it! he's the cutest thing in the world jsut take a look for ourself if you don't believe me http://www.picturetrail.com/gallery/view?p=999&gid=5200787&uid=2611273&members=1 see what i mean...oohh i love it! i cna't wait i start on wednesday!! booyea baby!!
well i best be off lots to do..and i gotta check on my steeler's pup!!! <33
~chels
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ok i'm completely frozen to the core...i can't feel my fingers and i've been sitting in my room for the last hour, that is definately not good... but all well...
i haven't updated in like forever..its wierd... not much has been going on in my life to talk about...monday i dragged kara to the hockey game!! it was sooo much fun!! Jonathan did awesome... we were a little torn we cheered for both teams;) but hollidaysburg so should have won! kara and i were talking through a lot of the dull spots of the game, and she had never been to a hockey game so she was very surprised when they started checking each other and fighting... it was hiarious she screamed everytime someone was knocked over... then a hockey puck comes flying out of the rink and like right next to us... we both look over becuase we were talking and had no clue what had just happened... i watched them throw the puck back in and all of a sudden kara screams "oh my god, do you realize that was the puck, it could of hit us in the head!" it was hilarious(not as funny as the house incident w/ music man, but close) you jsut had to be there... we were completely oblivious...
unfortunately mccloskey is back, kankles and all that means we are actually going to do work in english.. cna you believe it?? today was actually a decent day though...i have not put my notebook down all day its crazy... every 5 seconds in chem and history sam grabbed it to look at my pictures and then she would freak out that he was so hot... it was great... loads of fun
And when the stars are shining
Brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
:*) ~chelsea
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its 2005!!! can you believe it?? i know i can't... its gone fast... i'm soo happy though, i pray for many reasons this year is better than last.... its the last day of break so i'm spending my last hour of freedom updating this journal adn downloading music...i haven't even studied for midterms yet i can't believe their finally here... wow all well i'll wing it as usual... the third marking period is a new start... but 2005 is a new start for everythign else
i got to play with my baby cousin the other day, that made me soo happy he's such a cutie!! then i played a game with my aunt and other cousins and one of the questions was if you were to be an animal what woudl it be? i didn't know right away adn i've been thinking aobut it... but i finally figured it out, i think i woudl be a lioness because like me a lioness is fierce, yet very defensive and protective, i'm fierce, trust me you do not want to get on my wrong side.. its ugly.. and yet i'm defensive in that i defend the ones i love, along with my beliefs.. i will go down fighting for them
my new year's resolution- to just let go... i need to let go of everythign that i've held on too itghtly too, its made me extremely tense and uptight... i'm gonna let go of grudges, and everything else that has been botherign me....
now i must go to sleep .... school tomorrow... see you there my lvoes <333
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ok so its christmas eve eve!! that is amazing and exciting and all that jazz but for some reason i'm having major moodswings (no its not pms) but like twenty minutes ago iwas so happy, practically on top of the world thinking what could be better, its christmas, everyone is excited and happy, families are together etc. hten it hits me like a brick and i'm not exactly sure why or what hit me, but whatever it left a scar, now i'm depressed and happy its like my question to myself this morning do i want sour apple altoids or red and green m&ms? i know that sounds really stupid but there is no other way to put it... no one understands probably, but all well...
last night at amandas was amazing i have never laughed so hard! between napolian dynamite and kara's impressions... i was dying...
i'm being ditched tomorrow by my family... got in a big fight long story... but they can be jerks sometimes... doing somethingyou think is right doesn't make you a better person...
anyway i think hte only one who understands is my amazing kara... put it this way kara... i miss hockey games, cross country, music man, cast party lbcy etc.
~chels
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well i haven't updated in a while and i figured i should... not much has been going on in my life... the weekend was pretty good i got tons of christmas presents for everyone and hten spent most of sunday wrapping them and writing out christmas cards... friday night iw ent to the movies with rachel adn sweta... it was loads of fun although very bizarre... its tuesday already.. and it really sukcs because there is no one tree hill tonight :( but tomorrow is the last day until christmas break!! i'm so excited... we're gonna go to amandas and exchange presents adn watch movies and what not... a certain someone is being a complete asshole again... but yea what else is new... htat person is always going to be that way and no one can do anyting about it although most people believe that he/she is annoying and such a pompous jerk! anyway i'm exhausted and i'm not quite sure why... thank god tomorrow is the last day! melissy is coming home!! me n' kara are gonna party this vacay! boo yea baby! haha love ya'll its nap time for me!
~chels
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all i can say is wow, wow, wow... i am speechless my mind is whizzing in fifty different directions and i'm feeling five thousand different feelings... happy, sad, speechless, numb etc... why is life given so quickly and taken away even faster... we have no clue where they go, or what its like, or if anything happens at all... all that we know is they are gone... we will no longer see their smiles, hear their laughter, and feel their warmth, except in our memories....
we have no lost two students in our school to a fatal car crash... both were sophomores.... both will be remembered forever... so i'd like to say RIP Seth and RIP Ben.. you are forever loved and missed...
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ok you know what once again my computer is having issues.. i'm surprised its even working right now... but yea w/e so i don't even remember the last time i updated.... all i know is that school beyond sucks and i can't wait till christmas break!!! oh yea... i'll get to see my melissy again! i miss her so so much when she goes to boston!! poo.... but yea christmas break is going to be awesome... kara and i will be having a partay!! with no evil mean losers invited...grrr... i realized today that christmas is a mere 10 days away.. and our gift exchange only 6!! shnikes!! i've got some shopping to do!!! ahh if onlhy i wasn't a poor white girl... haha... all well i'll make do and give ya'll awesome gifts! (did ya'll ist around and just soak up each other's awesomeness!)
school today was blah as usual... we started health...we are once again learning drug and alchohol prevention!! oh boy!!! then chem i made up a test and am so confused its amazing... drama we watched an extremely strange movie..but it was fun best pd of the day! then lunch i had to skip and make up a stupid math test that i failed... then i actually had math class... history sucks i hate solomon..english i made up an essay even though i didn't define any one of those 24 words!!! yearbook we looked at cross country pics... chorus we had study hall.. and thats just about it...
me n' kara went to the wrestling match last night and it was so freaking hilarious we were dying... we had no clue what the heck was going on..but we were sitting right in front of the away team and let me tell ya most of those boys were extremely hot! and they were taking thier shirts off and what not.. so it was all good...then that stupid buzzer would blare in our ears like every 2 minutes i probably lost a lot of my heairng..... good times! ~chelsea
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